Not Quite There

Well, I finally got somebody to respond to my inquiries with a little bit of specificity regarding my admittance to the Arizona Bar Association. Before, I would only receive the 'well it takes 4-6 months.' I finally could come back with, its been almost six months?? I am not the most patient person, especially when there is absolutely no ETA. I guess that is just a minor side effect of being severely chemically imbalanced. :-) This is compounded by the fact that I, like the Ziggy comic on my bathroom wallpaper while groing up - I read it over and over again, it read, "I have such a guilt complex that everytime there is an eclipse i think it is my fault." I wouldn't go as far as Ziggy but, I can say that I have messed up enough stuff in my lifetime, especially pertaining to paperwork, to think that if there is any type of delay, it is my fault. Anyway, they let me know that one of my letters had not been returned? Whew! That is an easy fix, the individual had not seen the letter and so we were able to get it faxed and hopefully all is back on track. Someday I might be a "Real Attorney." :-)

All of this might be a mute point because right now I have committed myself to Chase bank, and they have been quite good to me thus far. But, I want to be ready when my time comes. And, I wouldn't mind being able to push that "time" along a little.

So, once again I have taken the plunge into exercise and fitness. I ended my last bout with this beast last June when I had to cut back, ok . . . completely stop, any physical enterprise due to necessary preparations for the Arizona Bar Exam. Unfortunately, I never got back after that sharp decent. Every once in awhile I would get out, but nothing consistant or worthwhile. Awhile back, I was pulling my kids around the yard (at a high speed) in the wagon and had to sit down as everything started going black. Now I was either really, REALLY moving fast so as to make myself dizzy, OR, I was just fat and out of shape. :) I just have to say, it is hard to find time to go running or biking and spend time with the kids as well as keep the baby mama happy. Evidentally, I have enlisted myself in the Ragnar relay race. Honestly, if it gives me the reason and drive to get myself back in optimal condition (or at least in better condition then Jared Burr :) ), then I am good. But, I have to say I have my doubts. It seems like life all too often gets so jumbled and messy. My time is no longer my own. Not only do I have to organize my own life but I am responsible for rounding out my children with activities as well. Did I mention that I don't organize? I guess the whole point of this relatively short rant is to say that it is quite overwhelming! I kind of want Christopher Walkin to hand me a remote from 'Way Beyond' but we all know how that turned out. (At least those of us who have seen Click, which is a decent movie if you are wondering). Hats off to those of you who are pulling this feat off. ;-) May the force be with me.

Oh, sorry about my lack of pictures, I have many to blog, and they will be blogged, I promise, kinda. :)